Classroom: (n) a room, typically in a school
I wish they would have told us the truth.
I suppose they were afraid if we knew the truth, we might get discouraged. Maybe we’d give up.
For some reason, our teachers and school administrators thought it was best to dangle the possibility of growing up to be adults someday
instead of letting us know that “who we are now” is pretty much who we would end up being.
We might have spent more time trying to do better instead of sitting in the back of the classroom hiding, hoping no one would call on us, refusing to emerge from our turtle shell to become lions and tigers, yet knowing that such a position would be impossible unless there were evolutionary stages in between.
Yes, somewhere along the line, in that classroom, we needed to transition from single-cell organisms into a more complex species.
They didn’t tell us.
Maybe they were hoping that high school, church, tests, our first sexual encounters or even college would stir us to new awakenings.
But since we carried the same personality and fears into each opportunity, we came out almost every time with identical conclusions.
So the fourteen-year-old kid who’s insecure becomes the eighty-four-year-old woman who still wonders if she’s pretty.
It is a bucket of shit.
I know that sounds gross, but it is the only description I can give for thinking that you can “leave well enough alone,” and well enough will give you anything…but being alone.