Crap: (n) excrement, or used to reference refuse, rubbish, or junk
I already spent the money.
I know that’s not smart.
But when you’re poor, you have to make arrangements—then hope those plans don’t fall apart.
I had a gig. It was a big gig. At least for me. There was going to be some decent money involved.
I will tell you of a certainty, the only way to ever become an artist is to insist on using your art until it pays for you.
In the meantime, your creditors, your landlord and anyone you find yourself indebted to may question the intelligence of your persistence, and sometimes even dishonor the quality of your talent.
But I felt confident—confident enough to pay my bills before I got the check.
It was a two-day gig, and a conference, where I might be able to make further contacts for other engagements in the future.
On the first night, everything went along just swimmingly. The audience was laughing, clapping, appreciating both song and speech. I was feeling so good that I made a joke. I can’t remember all the details of the setup, but the punchline was, “Get this crap outta here!”
Everyone laughed. I thought I was on safe turf.
But later that night I received a call at my motel, telling me I was being canceled because the audience had children in it, and I had offended everyone by saying “crap.” I was contrite—I disavowed the deeds of my tongue—but it didn’t make any difference.
Move ahead in time.
I don’t know exactly when things changed. I suppose there are some people who still find the word “crap” inappropriate, but it would not be unusual to hear it spoken in the church foyer, and even possibly the pulpit.
Now we are fussing about the word “shit.”
It’s amazing how we can come to agreement on what crap and shit are, while being totally self-righteous on declaring it crap or shit.
I have a meter I run in my mind. It’s very simple.
If the Ten Commandments are how God will judge me…
If you have to be skinny and a perfect weight…
One of the possibilities I consider is:
If you’re not supposed to use any colloquial or profane language…
I’m in a shitload of trouble.